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Dec. 23rd, 2025 12:26 pmit's pretty therapeutic to be edgy on purpose, to draw, write, or otherwise create things that are seen as edgy or too emotional by others. it sure is a lot better than hurting yourself or others when you need to let out some emotion
i made an oc yesterday that was edgy for the sake of it. and i drew him with blood -w- i felt corny but it was fun, isn't that all that matters? and it was practice i guess lol
i need to practice drawing more .. but improving is so hard ,,, and i don't really want to learn anatomy either .. i mean, i do want to learn, but its hard to try. and i don't have motivation to do much of anything :/
onion emoticon owo
this lil guy is so cute
when i'm trying to write i click preview and theres a huge blank gap between lines ;'c
it's annoying but i'll keep removing it *sigh*
there's a whole lot of things I want to do , but like i said, i lack the motivation. like drawing, crafting, painting, writing, etc. i also lack ideas! depression is not a joke it's so annoying to deal with when all you want to do is be happy and not LAZY (like me)
hopefully i'll get out of this funk after winter break. bc YAY CHRISTMAS OFC XP and also i don't have to spend my time doing nothing, being lazy and stuck in my head all day lol (i dont have a life :/)
UGGGH I NEED A HAIRCUT MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE BOOTY ITS TOO LONG !!!
alright thats enough boring crap where i say nothing
to whoever's reading this, happy holidays :D have a good life and have fun while you can :3 appreciate what you have, even if it your situation might not seem the best right now. ik from experience TwT okay bye friends!
i made an oc yesterday that was edgy for the sake of it. and i drew him with blood -w- i felt corny but it was fun, isn't that all that matters? and it was practice i guess lol
i need to practice drawing more .. but improving is so hard ,,, and i don't really want to learn anatomy either .. i mean, i do want to learn, but its hard to try. and i don't have motivation to do much of anything :/
onion emoticon owo this lil guy is so cutewhen i'm trying to write i click preview and theres a huge blank gap between lines ;'c
it's annoying but i'll keep removing it *sigh*there's a whole lot of things I want to do , but like i said, i lack the motivation. like drawing, crafting, painting, writing, etc. i also lack ideas! depression is not a joke it's so annoying to deal with when all you want to do is be happy and not LAZY (like me)
hopefully i'll get out of this funk after winter break. bc YAY CHRISTMAS OFC XP and also i don't have to spend my time doing nothing, being lazy and stuck in my head all day lol (i dont have a life :/)
UGGGH I NEED A HAIRCUT MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE BOOTY ITS TOO LONG !!!
alright thats enough boring crap where i say nothing
to whoever's reading this, happy holidays :D have a good life and have fun while you can :3 appreciate what you have, even if it your situation might not seem the best right now. ik from experience TwT okay bye friends!
